Monday, May 28, 2012

stick together summer!

Its been almost a week since we last saw each other and I brought up keeping the blog going at least a few weeks ago. I remember that some of you thought it was a really good idea. I don't know how many of you will ever read this, but I want this to keep going. Creative writing was the best class I had this year and I doubt anything next year can top it. So those of you who want to stick together, keep checking up and posting!


I know since we don't meet in class any more this is going to be more random and unscheduled so don't feel bad if you miss a post or two. Also feel free to post whenever! I don't make the rules here, but I'm pretty sure there are none. 


So for the first summer post I want to know how you've kicked off your vacation. For me I've spent the time weeding behind the pool, (which has taken days of pulling and bagging and digging and allergy pills and cold showers) getting my golf clubs warmed up, and trying SO FREAKING HARD to get the pool running. It's been hard but at the same time it will mean two months of swimming and golfing and not being scared to go get stuff that falls behind the pool.


What have you been doing to get ready for summer of 2012?

Saturday, May 19, 2012

With Love there is Always a Fear of Hate

That was a saying someone had told me when I was really young. At first I didn't understand what they meant, but as I grew older I began to get the idea. To me, that saying answers many of the pointless questions people ask. 
When I talk to people, I am always looking for a sense of passion. I love seeing how people get lost in a dream or a hobby. It's almost as if they disappear and become one with whatever they care so much for. Through time I see that there is no passion that surpasses loved ones. Everyday, I hear about how a certain person or a group of people have saved someone from themselves. Looking around I saw that everyone had that one person that they'd be prepared to die for. Then I got to thinking, what happens when that one person disappears forever? What if they are taken by an illness or by someone else's evil intentions? When I ask people this, their reactions to that is full of sorrow and violence. I've gotten a range of people saying that they would have to kill themselves, take revenge, or some other form of action. I have gotten few answers retaining to moving on and dealing with it. Those who were uncertain were lying. I could tell by the look in their eyes that they knew the answer but were unsure if they should say "the right thing" against the "wrong thing." 
While pondering this topic the first thing that popped into my mind was war. People fight for what they love. While on the battlefield you carry with you the thing you want to protect, so you try to eliminate the ones who are trying to take that thing away. While sitting at home, you hear that your loved one was killed, then the one you tried to protect disappears and so you are left with a choice. Move on or fight. Now you carry that tiny piece of hatred and take to war. It's an endless cycle. Everyone has a motive whether they choose to admit it or not. War will never end as long as people have the ability to love and contain the passion and determination to keep it the way they want it. As I crossed that conclusion, I figured out where chaos comes from. Something so innocent and gorgeous grows into pure evil without anyone even realizing it. I understand that this is not always the case. But as you all know, "nothing gold can stay."
Now I want to know your opinions on this matter. What does that quote say to you? What would you do if the one most precious to you were taken away? Is your answer the "right thing to say" or your actual feelings? This is probably a dark way to end the year, but it's just what was on my mind at the moment.


P.S How do get a step dad who thinks he's a handy man to stop messing around with the internet so you could use it for school? Goodness.....



Thursday, May 17, 2012

I Belive In...

I do not have a question that will make you go into depth or scourge the underside of your brain. I have my opinions on stuff and i am curious about how you guys will react to said beliefs. I believe in the following.
1.Concealed carry.
2.Only men should be presidents.
3. You have to be a legal immigrant to live here. (papers containing proof)
4.The ban of drugs.
5. Spending time with your family.
6. There should be no explicit songs. (country music:)
7. High minimum wages.
8. No involvement in other countries, militarily speaking.
9. No vulgar language at school.
10. Teachers should be paid more to deal with students. (for you Mr.T)
11. No finals, i think the whole finals thing is dumb. why give us a chance to sink our grades.
12. Surplus of tissues in classrooms. (I'm sick)

Remember I want to know what you guys think about all of the things i have listed. It's going to be like a debate between everyone.You guys are also welcome to say some of the stuff you believe in.

P.S. Stay strong 4 more days left.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Forever Young

        I'm sure most of us have heard the song Forever Young by Alphaville at one point in our lives, whether it be on the radio or in the movie Napoleon Dynamite. In the song, Alphaville speaks of living for, well, ever. I've thought about this and I don't know if I could do it or if I'd really want to. Thinking about it inside the box would be great, but on the exterior we see the downfalls. Living forever would be the hardest thing in my opinion. Over the centuries you would see all your friends and family grow old and slip away.

       I can think of a few pros and cons of living forever, but I guess there is no set rule book for it though. Maybe I would do it and just do myself over when I'd had enough. Seeing as I barely even put a dent in the topic, I'm asking you guys to fill my mind with thoughts on it all, and perhaps at the end we can come up with a yes or no answer to living forever.
       P.S. -- Happy Mother's Day ! :)

Also here is a link to the song if you haven't heard it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykvw3X3VIdQ

Saturday, May 12, 2012

MOMMYS ARE THE BEST

 It's mother's day weekend and most of us probably got mommy a little something or even woke up early to make her some breakfast in bed. If you get the opportunity to celebrate a mom in your life, than you must realize deep down how lucky you truly are.


I know from experience what it's like to not have a mom.  Before I was adopted in 2003, I was an orphan with my little brother for 4 years. I do remember my birth mom even though I was really young when we were taken away. I remember how she was there for me the best that she could be... even though, in the end it just wasn't enough. 


Around this time of year I think about my birth mom alot.  I dont remember what she looked like much anymore but I still have random dreams and she's in them sometimes. I always wonder if she's thinking of me or if she's okay and healthy, because what I want most in this world before I die is to see her.  I don't want to die knowing that I didnt get the chance to meet her. 


Yes, I miss my birth mom, but I'm blessed to have another mom.  This other mom is my adoptive mom.  She wanted kids badly enough that she chose adoption as her best option since she wasnt able to conceive herself.  I love my mom.  It's because of her that I have this life and everything and everyone in it.

This, in a way is a touchy subject for me, or it used to be.  Talking about my past used to be alot harder, but over the years I've learned that people don't mean any harm when asking certain questions, they're just curious.

So, all i'm saying is... make sure you let your mom or mom figures in your life know how special they are and how trully you appreciate them. 

(IDK why the text is so messed up)



Tuesday, May 8, 2012

The Voice

I was waiting until after The Voice to post because I wanted to post about The Voice finale.  I think everyone knows what The Voice is and who was on it. Okay, the finale was probably the best episode. Everyone sung, even the people that were already eliminated and Justin Bieber sung (ew).  I was just waiting for the finale to see who won. The finale four were Jermaine Paul, Tony Lucca, Chris Mann, and Juliet Simms. I've liked Juliet the entire season through, and have been rooting for her since the first episode. I thought everyone did an amazing job and everyone deserved to make it that far. In last place, was Chris Mann, then Tony Lucca, Juliet Simms, and Jermaine Paul won. I just started crying because I completely thought Juliet would win with how popular she was before she even got on The Voice. In a way its a good thing because everyone thought the only reason she would win was because she was going out with Andy Biersack who was already famous, and had all his fans rooting for her, which is a complete lie. She deserved to be there just as much as anyone else, and anyone that thinks otherwise is wrong. Everyone that made it that far deserved to be there. So who was your favorite or who did you think would win? If you dont know what show I'm talking about then would you risk everything to do your dream and not even know if you get it? Its like working and working towards your dream, and then possibly not getting it or getting it. So would you risk everything to accomplish your dreams or would you just not risk it?  I would. It's worth it even if you don't make it.
-Melissa